Months of struggles and couple of setbacks later, she now has a shiny trophy on her mantle that screams her indelible presence in the music industry. [break]
Watch out, world, for the Best New Artist of 2068 (2010/11) says, in her own words, “I’m here to stay!” Win, finally!
Getting nominated is important, as it means people have noticed you and appreciate your work. But winning or grabbing the trophy is another subject (laughs). But I won’t lie, winning is such a high, I can get used to it.
Earlier, I was nominated in five categories in Image Awards, so I had my reservations when my name was announced in Hits FM nominations.
The Best New Artist’s win, to be honestly, was most unexpected and it has certainly boosted my morale and at the same time raised the bar for my future projects. I do feel a certain pressure, already.
Music, a conscious decision
When I decided to dabble in music, it wasn’t with any expectation. But reality eventually sinks and one is faced with stark realities – it’s a cruel industry and survival isn’t easy. It’s tough. I can’t speak for everyone but challenges vary from person to person, and according to their circumstances.
In my case, I was lucky to have a strong family backing and the fact my father, Ganga Prasad Sangraula, was a singer aided the cause. The support of near and dear ones is crucial, morally if not financially. And I’m proud to be living my father’s dream, as he couldn’t become a recording artiste.
Struggle to be strong
There’s a huge difference between taking your music as hobby and passion. I was always clear about my ambition: I wanted to be a professional singer. Right now, I live alone in a hostel and it’s definitely not easy as I do miss family and friends.
And yes, it’s tough being a woman in a male-dominated industry. It’s a struggle, all right, but at the end, it’s all in your head. See, there’s a difference between being a victim and having a victim mentality. You have to be strong, for yourself!
The coming days
I’m always on the lookout for good music, and most importantly, a good circle to work with. I’m still learning and I feel the recent win has increased my listener’s expectations, which means more hard work in the coming days.
I’m in the process of releasing my sophomore album, which will have five tracks. “Jitera Mero Mann” is almost done and will be out soon. It has a very sensuous Latin feel to it, and Gopal Rasaili has done an amazing guitar work in the intro. The music is by Kalyan Singh and the words are by Rabi Thapa.
Winds of change
I think audiences have matured over the years and so have the artists. There was a time when singers who performed at pubs or bars were looked down upon. But now it’s pretty much a norm. One has to survive and there’s no shame in work, and you do need paisa to sustain your passion. If the opportunity is good, and provides me room for growth, I’m up for the challenge.
Ups and downs
One has to do ample research and weigh in all the pros and cons before dabbling in any project, not just music. Most importantly, don’t let the feelings that accompany the ups and downs of life distract you from the goals.
I was lucky to have found good friends in Sanup Paudel and Kali Prasad Baskota. They are more than musicians and are my mentors, friends – family away from family.
Loyalty pays off
Be loyal to yourself, your work and never stop believing in yourself. I’m living my dreams and it’s just the best feeling!
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